the problem with grace chung.

i am a mover. a traveler.
sitting still is very difficult for me.
today i woke up with a very strange thought.
what if i had all the time of the world;
what if i had all the money in the world?
what would i do?
1. buy a canon dslr.
2. buy a polaroid camera.
3. pack ONE suitcase. [floss, (tooth)brush, paste, brush, one long sleeve, one short sleeve, one vest, one jacket, 2 jeans, 2 socks, 2 bras, 2 undies]
4. buy a pair of toms- i hear they're comfy AND goes to a GREAT cause!
5. hop on the next train/plane.
oh, the endless possibilities.
all day everyday i dream of creating.
the next aesthetic pleasure that comes to mind.
my eye tries to catch the light that eludes me, so selfishly.
i want to react, but the darkness pulls me back-
i shiver, unknowingly, from the endless possibilities of being young.
i've experienced so much.
yet i crave for more. so much more.
this gift of life; LIFE!
do you know HOW precious life is and how LITTLE time we have LEFT!?
when you are driving, do you not look up at the sky and feel how SMALL you are!?
don't you want to know what it feels like to FALL into the SKY?
or maybe how to sleep on the sun's rays?
don't you want to know how it feels to be as small as a tick? or as large as an elephant?
don't you want to be the next literary GENIUS?
or the next MOTHER TERESA?
or maybe dive into the blood stream of a junkie and rid him of his impulses?
or hang out with bacteria??
i don't know. maybe i'm just being strange.
... but i can only imagine heaven to be CHOCK FULL of ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES.
when we get there, don't bother me.
COME WITH!