tired.

i'm a little tired of the 9-5 grind. honestly.
i don't even come in from 9-5. the kind of work i do i can do at home OR i can finish in one time frame and leave.
when i sit here waiting for something to do is when i go craziest.
watching dog whisperer, i think i found what my problem is.
according to caesar(sp?), dogs only go crazy when they don't have enough release.
so i ask my friends... why am i going crazy; why do i feel so antsy? why do i feel such pent-up energy?
... i sit here at my desk and wait. and wait and wait and wait.
and do some filing, copying, emailing... & wait. no release. just... bottled up... energy...
i think i really need to find an acting gig soon. it will be jumpstarted this friday. yayyy!
that or people can give me money so i can DO things i've always wanted to do.
have crepes in france, climb some mountains, take djing classes, you know. the usual. craziness. haha.
zee endddddddddddd.