RANT

this is no particular rant about anything in particular. no, i lie.
this is about one person.
ever since i've met him, he's haunted my mind.
there is no particular reason; he seems normal enough. there's nothing super special about him, he's like any other guy.
but there's something about him that draws me to him, draws me to thinking about what he might be thinking about.
i want to pick at his mind, but not. i want to unveil what it is that makes him so magnetic, but allow the mystery to stay.
i'm trying to study for a final, and all i can think about is not thinking about him.
i get like this sometimes.
i think i fall in love everyday.
with nature, with a person, with the giants...
i'm not sure if this is particularly healthy, but i don't know how to be anything else.

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sometimes i would write out what i am studying on my blog so that i can write out what exactly i am learning... but even these thoughts are going in one ear out the other.
all i want to do now is run away to the beach with my journal and let my heart and mind be still.
be still and know that He and He alone should be the only one totally captivating my heart. goodness He's certainly done enough! <3